Many things suck without her. Like music,
Food, tv but mostly frank ocean.
Just left the Angels game, it was a good win, fuck the Yankees ha. But Happy Birthday to my little brother, he’s too tall, too smart and too much of a pain in my ass for his age but I love him.
The image of her leaving that night is burned into my memory. Swear I have never felt so much pain before. I just stayed there in the middle of the street for god knows how long. Idk why I guess I was hopeing time would some how rewind.
You were my 2 packs of cigarets a day and the time came where we couldnt be you and i, and i, i was left with the cancer.
So I ordered a bracelet online for my ex when we were still together and I don’t know what to do with it now since it arrives tomorrow.The thing was being shipped from Hong Kong so it took fucking forever to arrive -___- now she’s my ex and I get the thing tomorrow. Shoot me.
…and she lived happily ever after.
Told my friend Clarisar today that I just can’t see myself dating anyone. I’m still in love with my ex,I miss her like no other, my family still talks about her, I still think about her, she was my best friend really, the one person who knows me completely, let her in. I mean I really thought she was it. I don’t know what to do, this is new to me and I know iv been in other relationships but this one doesn’t compare, this one was something more. Let me just shoot myself right now. Thinking of deleting my tumblr just like I did with all my other networks. Idk I’m lost.
I’m so unhappy that it scares me.
I have so much to say but I just don’t end up saying a word.
My heart is in tiny pieces and I don’t even want to pick them up.
Is it possible for someone to be your soul mate but you’re just not theirs? Ugh
